okay. new job found.
wedding planner with "My Wedding Regalia".yeah. that was it. i should be jumping up and down now becoz my dream is finally here. but im feeling very
emotional-confused at the moment. okay, wait. this job is totally not like urusan pengantin that i applied before. but instead, this is a real wedding planner job. something which i've always wanted to be ever since i was a small kid. i am happy that i got this job, but sad thing is that my parents didnt. factors that mattered to them are:
1. no cpf deduction
2. pay is not up to expectation
3. location is far
yeah. that's why they were so against it at first. but i kept telling myself, this is my passion and my dreams. something that i've always wanted to do. and so now that i got it, why must i let it go? okay fine. i know the pay is not big, and working hours is not fixed, but i really want to go for it. why? because its what i've always wanted!
okay. stop ranting bout my parents. now lets talk bout the job.
its located at onan road, somewhere in paya lebar. i went for the interview yesterday evening and was greeted by this very stunning atmosphere. no words could actually describe the place there. its very2 the classy, elegant, grand and wow. if you got what i mean. okay then, the interview started. they were telling me bout my job scope as a wedding planner. and i share with them my passion, interest and how crazy i am towards a career in wedding line. i told them i got big dreams and how i've always dream of becoming a wedding planner as young as 10 years old. they see my point of view. they saw my passion for the job. and they said, "looks like we have a very young potential wedding planner here with us." i laughed.
and so, they gave me the opportunity. of cuz they said, "we know that u're very young and a frsh grad. but that doesnt matter becoz we will train you hard. whats impt is your learning attitude." and i told them, "i am willing to learn and look forward to enter the 'wedding planner world'.
actually supposed to start today, and my first project was to deco a bride's room at yishun, but since by this morn, i still cant persuade my parents to allow me to go for this job, i got to tell Don (the boss), that i cld only start wed. but he's fine with it. to make the story short, i text my mum, practically begging her to allow me to go for this job. and finally she just said, "as you wish.."
sigh. i hope i took the right decision. but then again, this is my dream.
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Tuesday, April 24, 2007 Y
finally, i managed to break myself free! yeah, that's what i want. finally, the chapter comes to an end. and i really thank-god that it ends here and without any further complications. to summarize the whole story, went over to mindwave office on mon with yogi and i was like a dead zombie all the way. like i told yogi, i felt that im going for a death sentence. hahaha. but anyways, im still alive, so no worries. hand over my working pass to them. waited for awhile. and out we go. heez. after the door closed behind us, i cant help smiling all the way. yesza! its over!
and amrita called me on mon itself, and guess what she told me on the phone? "hanis, i quit my job today."
goodness. i feel so tickled and cant help laughing all the way. yogi said, "u and ams can live under one roof." hahah.
so might be meeting ams later to go for this job fair at ard bouna vista area. see if our luck is with us. *grin*
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Saturday, April 21, 2007 Y
oh dear me, just what shit have i put myself in?
maybe this is nightmare for me. you know, there's a saying that says,
"Life is never perfect and it doesnt always gives you what you want. Sometimes in life we may fall and stumble, but we have to gather back our strength and move on."i guess this is the period of time where i fall and stumble, but... i have to stand up and continue my journey in life. which is still a long way to go.
i never imagine myself in this current situation. never. and never at all. but then again, nobody can predict the future.
but i am very thankful, along the way, there's a few kind soul who stop to help. greatest appreciation goes to the wonderful 2 ppl. yogi bear & the 'bitch'. thank-you so much. i dont know how i'll managed without you two here to help me. i fall, and there you are, holding out your hands to me. i love you two.
to my dearest yogi bear,i know that we've been thru a lot, esp the past few months. its like, one prob comes after another. i know its a great challenge for us to overcome it. but somehow deep within me, i believe that everything happens for a reason. and maybe, this will strengthen the bond btw us.i know sometimes i've been a real spoilt-brat. very stubborn. and very degil. and very weird. i know that. and sometimes, i really didnt mean to upset or dissapoint you in any ways. i show you my tantrums. i show you my attitude. and i complaint a lot. but yet, you never once complaint. i adore your patience towards me. becoz i know, handling me is never easy.thank-you for everything and i love you. *hugs*to my dearest bitch,thank-you teacher, for teaching me how to be a bitch. haha. i just want you to know that i really treasure this friendship. we both went thru a lot and you were there for me at the right times. and i am really thankful that i have you as my friend.at this point of time, you know how deep shit i am in. and yet, you dont leave me alone. and i really appreciate that. i adore your courage and your bitchiness. heez. really. when i was weak, you were there, standing up and fight for my right. honestly, sometimes i feel that i am not as strong as you are. *grin*but then again, i want you to know that you are really one-in-a-million kind of friend. thank you so much bitch, for being my best buddy. i love you.
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gosh. been a real decade since i update. well, well, well. my life have been really complicated. oh wait. maybe not my life, maybe its just my working life. i hate it. seriously, from the bottom of my heart, i wish to say this sincerely and truthfully. i swear that: i-hate-the-job.
yeah. its really sucks. i mean it. i endure for 1 whole soild month and now i surrender. it was crazy! they make u work like hell. seriously. and so, to make the whole long story short, i submit my resignation letter.
okay. its not as easy as it may sounds. its much more complicated than that. but i dont want to explain what happened. to cut it short, maybe im in a deep shit? but then again, the outcome is yet to come. lets together pray hard that i'll be free from this prison. im sick and tired. and another day at the office, will seriously makes me go into depression. which sometimes i think i already am. sigh.
i need a break. a break from all this hectic schedule. but im going to start sending out my resume again. maybe go for banking line this tyme round. and you can bet, i wouldnt want to go for call centre ever again. urghhh. phobia!
sometimes i think i am crazy. oh dear, i just want to lead a more normal life again.
god, pls help me and show me the light.
to the bear, i love you. *hugs*
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Wow wow wow. Sorry for not been updating. Actually dont blame me, becoz i have been trying to update but whenever im at this blogger site, i've always hard a hard tyme signing in. Dont ask me why, becoz i have no idea. And so, now that i got in here, im going to take this opportunity to update, update and update! haha. there's sure a lot to story u know. heez.
Dinner & Dance 2007.
well. it went well. seriously. though with not over hundreds of ppl turning up, but still the programme went on well. it was more like a small gathering rather than a big big big prom nyte, but hey, who cares? we had fun. seriously. thanks to all those who turned up and big special thanks to mrs sharon lee for supporting us in this whole event. thank-you mrs lee. and to mrs yeo, accounting sect head, thanks for being our guest of honor on that nite. it was a great pleasure to have you join us on that occassion.
and to my dear BLs, guess who went back home with the prom king title? our very own ex IT and logistic manager, zhesong! haha. hey, wait. this is not a matter of bias or wat so ever. we seriously were very impressed by the way he answered the 'golden quest'. he was asked, "why do u think you should win the prom king award?" and you know what he answered? he said, "in the first place, i think im not eligible for this award as i dont have the look and the criteria." you rawks song! so humble but yet the ans already won our hearts. haha.
the night ends very erm...erm.. sweeeeettttt. haha. to me. yes, only to me. haha. i dont think i want to write evey single thing that happened, but conclusion is, the night 30th march 07, have given me a piece of beautiful memories. *wink* to the bee, lovables and darlings, thanks for your wonderful contribution to this whole dnd. i wouldnt have made it without u guys. loves you all. muacks!
my life.
it have been a hectic ones. i mean, my job. seriously it was damn tough and stress lah. haiz. till at one point of tyme, i just broke down. pls dont think that im a spoilt brat who knows only how to complain, becoz let me tell you this, its tough. i've tasted it. i've been thru it for almost 1 month now. and i hate it.
but on the other side, im happy with my life now becoz there's someone who cares. loves you. thanks for everything. and for not getting tired of fetching me from work every night and for enduring my tantrums, my cries, my fears, my moody-ness and my sacarsm. haha. you know, i know, they dont know. *cheeky smile*.
and to the rest of the bloggers and blog hoppers, thanks for dropping by and sorry if i've not been updating much. i am very busy. extremely busy with life. till the next tyme. all the best.
peace.
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