goodness. whoa! im like finally here again!
first of all, i miss everyone from a to z. seriously. every single human being who knows me, i miss you guys very, very much. the haters or the the lovers, i dont care but i miss u guys so much. and of course i miss this blog of mine! oh dear. its like been a decade since i got the tyme to actually sit here and blog about my life. TGIF! thank god its friday. haiz. ni lah kalau dah kerja. once u work, its like a living hell. urgh. i hate myself for saying this, but i seriously miss those schooling days. even if i look silly in those uniforms of wat-so-eva, it is still much, much better than working life. sigh.
okay. some updates bout my life. yes, as u all know. im working. full-time. permanent job. which everyday requires OT. sounds shitty yeah? haiz. yeah. i left my house as early as 9am, and get back home as late as 11.15pm at night. i spent like more than 12hrs per day in office and its pathetic 5 days a week. i learned to treasure my 2 days of weekends. and the first priorty thing on my list is just sleep! seriously. after 6 days of tasting working life, i feel somehow i am like a totally brand new person. very workoholic. tho i hate to work, but i got no choice and dats what makes me so career-minded. i miss everyone and everything. urghh.
to the bee, i appreciate every single thing that u did for me. u helped me a lot esp in this whole d&d business. i need so many hands as possible to handle this kind of stuff, and you were here at just the right moment. thank- you to all the darlings and lovables who help in one way or another in this d&d business. esp to those who have purchase the tickets, thank-you so much. i shall see u guys on march 30. *wink*
okay. time is very precious for me now. i learnt to appreciate every single seconds that ticks by. to those who complains that slacking at home is boring, pls pls pls be thankful for that, becoz let me tell you this, work is never easy.
so? after all this blogging, do i sounds like a brand new person?
*meaningful grin*
but still, i am hanis. hehe.
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whoa. sorry for not been updating for quite sometimes. been very busy with exams the previous week, and comes this week, busy with work! yesza! to all, i am now a full-time working adult. haha. chey. ye,ye jer eh.
hmm. to those who wonder, i am now working as a Customer Care Executive, with Unisys Singapore Pte Ltd. The office is located Keppel Tower, a walking distance from tanjong pagar mrt station. and its a CBD area. central business district. my dream office. really. the security is very tight down there. i still remembered the first time i went there for interview, have to go thru 2 security guards and hand over my i/c.
anyways, yesterday was my first day at work. report at 8.45am. and then 1 of colleague showed me to my room. haha. yes, there's total of 5 executives in the company including myself. so these 5 of us have 1 big room to ourself, and its 'out-of-bounds' to all engineers. kinda cool actually.
then after settling down at my table, my supervisor told me, "hanis, you have meeting at 10am later." i was like, whoa, okay. haha. and silly me, i didnt have any organiser or notebook with me lah yest. so lesson to be learned, i will need an organiser wherever i go. then before meeting started, one of the staff was like, "coffee or drinks anyone?" hmm. still need to adapt to an office life. haha.
went for lunch with lily at almost 3pm. yeah, due to the workload, i almost thought i'll miss my lunch. well, it wasnt an easy job. i still need to familiarise the system and software that they used. its a 1 year contract job, so yesterday was only the beginning. suppose to end at 5.45pm yest, but reached home at about 8.30pm. heez.
was invited to the company's bbq today evening. but i have some other plans. so, just give it a miss. maybe some other tyme lah k. *wink*
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Saturday, March 10, 2007 Y
okay. i guess many people out there are interested how my interview for that wedding company goes. okay, okay. i will update as much i could yeah.
friday - woke up at about 9am. did not attend class for some reasons. pls dont ask me why. anyways, were suppose to have that interview with the guy, faez, at 2.30pm at clementi. and then he called in the morning saying that he wants to postpone it to sat instead at 6pm. to make the whole long story short, i told him that i cant make it on sat and hope he could just carry on with the interview on friday itself. he agreed and finally we decide to meet at ang mo kio kfc for the interview at 7.30pm. reson why we didnt met at office was because he's always travelling here and there to meet clients, so he seldom be in the office. okay, and so i met him at amk.
i was accompanied by ams and 'the highness'. well, they wanted to follow and i was very, very grateful for that. i mean i feel so nervous and for them to be there, of cuz it helps so much. but of cuz they didnt sat with me for the interview lah. i get a table somewhere near them for the interview.
the boss came and the interview started. if u are wondering, he's 36. he started by looking thru all my certs and results slip. i was so relieved when he told me that he was very impressed with my results and achievements. he read my testimonial and said, "whoa. your communication skill is very strong, and that's what im looking for. well done!" then he looked thru my N level result, and he kept smiling and doing thumbs-up. after looking thru the file, he closed it and said, "that was very impressive." gosh. i just smiled.
he then started to tell me every single minor to major detail about the company (urusan pengantin) and a lil bit background of him and how the company was established. goodness. he is such a great presenter that after 1 hour 30 mins of interview, i feel that urusan pengantin is very close to my heart. urghhh. really. it makes me feel like hey, i want to work for this company, and together i want to make it successful. oh well, u cld say that i "ya-ya" only. but seriously. that's how i feel. he was telling me everything bout my job and all. and the more he talks, the more i cant wait to join them, though i swaer, its a very, very, very extremely tough and challenging job.
my job - i'll get a basic pay of $1400 per month, but i have to get at least 8 cleints every month. every 1 client extra, they'll increase my pay by $150 more. meaning, if 1 month i'll manage to get 10 clients for the company, my pay would be $1700 per month. there, i told you. its not easy. its a very promising job i will say. but like what haru told me, "its too good to be true." i know. but hey, that's the deal. and my working hours is very flexible. since i'll be the management team, i will just need to report to the office about 2 or 3 days per week. after that, its at my own time to have appointement with my clients. i will need to travel of cuz, but travelling expenses will all be paid by them. so what i need to do is just call a cab without having to pay for it. and they'll provide me with a laptop since i dont have one.
conclusion - they wanted me to be in the job. but now, everything is in my hand. he said to me, "go home and think about it carefully. if you want the job, just email me say that you accept the job. and you could start on thursday, 4.30pm." the interview ended at 9pm. went home and talked to the parents bout it. haiz. i dont know. they seems a bit reluctant and not convinced enough. maybe becoz they think that its a lil bit too 'heavy' for me to carry. well, we are talking about real business here, and maybe that's the reason why they are not so into it. well, i dont know what's my final decidon wld be. take it or leave it?
god. please show me the way.
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Wednesday, March 07, 2007 Y
a good news to be shared today! weee! been feeling very bubbly and cheerful today! hmmm. woke up at 9am this morning since there's no sw lesson today and so lesson will start at 11.15am to 2.15pm. was getting ready for school when my hp rang. it was an unknown number. thought of not picking up bcoz im the type that dont usually pick up calls from unknown number. but somehow my senses told me to pick it up. and so i did.
me: hello.
caller: hello. may i speak to nurhanis pls?
me: yes, speaking.
caller: hi nurhanis. im faiz calling from urusan pengantin.
me: (gasp! oh my god. oh my god. oh my god.) oh yes, hi!
caller: ya hi, i received your email and resume somewhere last week and was wondering if u're still interested in the job?
me: oh yes, please! im still interested in the job.
caller: okay, great. so when can we meet for an interview?
me: oh. anytime actually. i dont mind. maybe tml afternoon is also possible.
caller: hmm. alrite. do you drive or ride? i mean, i understand that u're 20. so do you drive?
me: *laugh* haha. nooo. not yet.
caller: i see, i see. okay, why not i meet you tml? where will be convenient for you to meet me?
me: erm... im not particular.
caller: hmm. okay then. tell you what. i'll get back to you tml and tell you what time i can make it. might be around late afternoon or evening. is that okay for you?
me: sure, sure. no prob at all.
caller: alrite then hanis. i'll call you back tml.
me: yeah, okay. thank-you.
caller: welcome. bye.
yeah. and so i received a call from urusan pengantin company (wedding co.), offering me a job! waa waa wee! haha. i mean i've always wanted to work in a wedding line. and when i applied for the job last week, i wasnt sure that i'll get it. and so that's why when he mention that he's calling from urusan pengantin company, i was almost jumping for joy. it what i've always wanted to do. okay, and so my interview will be tml. im so, so, so looking forward to it and to the job! he told me just now that if im accepted, i could start immediately after my last paper! so you see? it save me a lot of time and hassle in finding a job. i could just start work the day after my last paper. my last exam wld be on 15 march, so if i got the job, i could start on 16 march. *grin* oh dear, i just hope i'll get that job. will update more tml, after the interview. *wink*
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wow. i guess the picture really brought an impact huh. people around me kept asking "..are u sure u're okay?" and some even looked at my arms. like what duh?! haha. funny lah you all. you think i would really do that? oh c'mon. be serious. i have much more important stuff to do than craving my own arms. silly. haha. yeah okay, stop it ppl. false alarm! bluek!
anyway, had an okay day today. went to nyp after school. but its all a waste of time. urghh. but then again, not so bad. met up with my former teacher, and he showed us the place around and how poly life is. interesting and pretty cool actually. oh, and i saw liyana! gosh, cant believe it! was walking around and then saw her just infront of me. can see that she's quite surprised and i was even more surprised to see her! heez.
after that went to mediacorp publishing office to collect my free gift for manja's subsrciption. was so tired, hungry and thirsty that after collecting the gift, we took a cab to ang mo kio mrt station. after which, walk around the amk hub, but the shops mostly wasnt open yet. so headed to banquet to have our lunch.
met with the highness at amk stn and headed back together. was having this great tyme of talking. and when it reached cck, we still havent finished our stories. haha. so asked him to alight at cck, and we ended up chatting away at the platform itself. haha. quite funny actually. but i enjoyed the talking session. i mean, it makes us understand more of each other. *wink*
and to those who still have this 'unhappy feelings' towards me, well, what else could i say? i've got nothing more to say. im happy with my life right now. full-stop. even if you think that i acts like a b****, who cares? i know im not. and so im tired of arguing with you. lets just put a full-stop to the issue.
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i miss that pic. a pic which brings a lot of concerns and controversy. maybe that's the best picture to describe my feelings at the moment. or whenever im feeling hurt, but at the same time, i think that i am fine. just the best pic to describe my feelings. a symbol of the silent pain.
i know if my bestest buddy, fahmy, were to see this, he'll kill me right away. haha. yeah. he hates to see the pic so much. haiz. he kept imagining that it was my arm. silly you! you know me very well, best friend. so you must know that hanis isn't that stupid after all. i remembered putting that pic at my display on msn, and the second he saw it, he gets so mad and begged and forced me to delete it that sec. if not, he said, "i'll break the friendship, nis..." haha. yeah, that's how serious that pic means to him. but thank-god, i hope he didnt have my link. if not, who knows he'll come running at my doorstep at this very second. and to you fahm, u are really a true friend. thanks buddy. and pls continue to worry about me. haha.
im feeling so hurt, confused, lost and insecure at this moment. and sad of cuz. sometimes i feel that life is unfair. or maybe life is never fair. but then again, who would ever understands me?
im known generally to be a very gentle and soft-spoken. but yet, that doesnt mean you could bully me and step on my head. that doesnt mean you could say anything as you wish. pls remind yourself that i am just an ordinary girl with feelings. i have my own pride. what sins did i ever do to you that makes you say such cheap things? if you meant it to be a joke, let me tell you this. its way-off the limit. you dont have the right to say that kind of rude stuff to me. nor to anybody else. yes, i am very soft-hearted. so does that gives you every opportunity to hina me untill to that extend? before you want ppl to respect you, pls show some respect to others. i know you might be blogging about this issue, saying that it was all meant to be a joke, but what the hell? nobody would ever dare to joke untill that extend. you tell me, "...this isn't the hanis i know...the old hanis is manja and cheerful..." okay, fine. let me ask you this. would you still be so sweet, so manja and so cheerful after someone hina you?? pls do some thinking. i am me. i am the same old me. only that, when it comes to my pride and my heart, i dont treat it lightly. hey, org bodoh je lah yang leh duduk diam lepas dah kena hina mcm gitu sekali. and let me tell you this. I AM NOT STUPID!
i dont care what you want to think of me now. what i know is that, i wont let any single soul step on my head, or plays with my feelings. i learned not to be a fool. if you want to say that i've change, yes, maybe i had. i've learned to be firm. i can be very sweet, gentle, soft-spoken and feminine. yes, i can. but dont you ever play with fire.
and to the rest of the blogger, im so sorry with the harsh words. just that i need to let my anger out. so pls excuse me. i feel much better now.
to that someone, i guess its the right time to declare. u dont need to tell me who's my peminat is, because i know who he is. and i seriously got nothing against that. its not a crime to have peminat.
and to my dear clown, who never fails to bring a smile even when times are really bad for me, thank-you very much. i appreciate every single thing and time that you've given me. u gave me strength to step forward. maybe i should have you as my knight, who would protect me every seconds from the perils that sure will come. syg awak. *hugs*
love you all. goodbye.
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been working for 5 days straight. yeah, all the way till 5pm. even though like i said, it is the easiet job ever, but still its tiring. maybe its tiring to just sit around doing nothing. hmm. thank god i have a group of fanatics whom willingly waited and accompany me all the way till 5pm. thanks darlings. *wink*
and yesterday was great. suppose to have lesson from 8am to 12.15pm and supposely to start work from 12.15 all the way to 5pm. but mrs lee was on mc, so we are suppose to do our own revision and assignment at our own pace. then at 9am, mr richard called and asked if i could start work. i was like huh?? he said he needs ppl to cover the morn shift. i told him that im in class, but that my teacher was on mc. and he asked if i could worked now. and i told him yes, provided he grants me AL. and he did. and so yest, i worked full-time. from 8.30am till 5pm. haha. office hours.
okay. going nyp on monday and then will drop by to mediacorp publishing office to collect my manja's subsription free gift. hmm. after which might be meeting up with my former meandaki teacher.
exams will be in about 1 week time. hate it, hate it, hate. but yet, cant wait for it be be over. and after that, yay! free from accouting life.
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fanatics.
you might think that i dont know
but deep within me i know
i know the person
whom you called my fanatic
but still, i wonder
would it matters to you
if no, thats good
but if yes, why?
dont blame me for what happen
becoz let me tell you this
i strongly believes in
fate and destiny
its not wrong to love
and its not wrong to be loved
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