Monday, February 12, 2007 Y
I was so fuming mad early this morning. Okay, tell me peeps, how would you feel if you already helped that someone to do a favour and when u want to give dat someone the thing he/she requested, they gave u an attitude face. like seriously, what duh hell? c'mon lah, i do this out of sincerity and the least u cld give me was a smile. i know i make u wait, but does few sec of waiting will kill you? and you dont have to snatch it away. dats rude. pls lah. do i deserve that after helping you with your favour? think!
urghh. whatever.
okay, i dont want to spoil my mood due to some unkind actions. becoz at the moment, i have something big coming my way. and something which i really look forward in doing.
the inspirational essay competiton.
i was so stress up last nite not knowing what to write for the essay and suddenly this crazy idea struck to me. struck to me so hard that i dont know what im doing is right or not.
i've used to write this beautiful story for someone back then. and i compile it to make it look like a real novel. yeah, using all the creativity that i had. and it turned out to be the most precious thing that i ever did in my whole entire life. it was the most beautiful piece that i've ever written.
and so i decided to share that beautiful piece to the whole world. and so i decided to re-type the exact story and submit it for the essay comp. winning or losing is not what matters to me. writting down the story already makes me feel a great sense of satisfaction.
of cuz im worried that the person concerned might not agree with it. but i was totally wrong. dat sumone gave me all the support to publish it and even suggest some exciting and memorable twist to add on the story. haha. i am very grateful to that. really. no words cld describe how relieved i am. and so i asked to borrow that book for a while. you know to give me some time to re-type it. and you know what? the book is in my hand right now. *wink*
goodness. when i first saw the book with the golden ribbon on it, i felt so happy. hey, its been 2 years since i touched that thing lah okay. re-union we called it. haha. i was alone in the room when i untie the ribbon. cuddle myslef up in a sofa and start reading the book again. and tears just ran down my cheeks without me realising it. haha. i guess i miss the book so much. as i go thru the pages, i smiled, grin and laugh by myslef. haha. and when i flip to the last page, there lies my pic with my very own autograph dated 21 April 2005. memories.
now i need to focus and complete the whole edited story. and i've decided not to reveal any identity. so for readers out there, if u ever came across my story, happy guessing. i wont even tell anyone my nick except for that person concerned. its a deal. haha.
and to YOU, i know you will be reading this. i just want to thank you for ur approval for letting me publish the story. i promise to submit a beautiful story. one that will leave a footprint on everyone's heart. haha. big dream i have, isnt it? *wink* u did me a big favour and there's no words to express my gratitude to you. i'll get back to you with the edited story as well as my nick. its a secret btw u and me alryte? haha. deal. thanks again for everything and thanks for the pillow talk last nite. like you, i miss it too. see you around and tk care spongebob.
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Little Memories Of The Past
