tiredness. urghh. long day today and will be having a long day for the rest of the whole week. yeah. my working day today. and actually was supposed to go to mcpherson for the sgem comp. but i mean, i already tell saheera that i'll be quite busy for this 2 weeks. dont ask me busy with what stuff. but yeah, just some stuff. what's more when the exam are just 15 days away. i'm just not in a mood to have fun. really. though im not the kind of study freak, but i am worried for the coming exam. so, at first, i thought of just joining them. but i wasnt up to it, really. maybe due to the stress in class i had earlier this morning. my head was really spinning. and the class got extended till like 11.45am when we are suppose to ends at 11.15am. and despite having official AL, i stayed all the way. i could have just tell my teacher and fled out of the clas, but i didnt. i stayed. yeah.

then went to the canteen to pass shariman the props master list. so as to guide him since he wasnt there during the senior fair skit. and since he's the props i/c too like me. but they asked me to stay and go over mcpherson. and so yeah, thought that i'll just tag along. then when its 12.30pm, i realised that im needed at student hub. dee called and said that she need to meet me to print the d&d tickets, so to make the story short, i didnt go to mcpherson.

report to student hub for duty and then i realised i am wanted. haha. met lydia and she said mr richard have been trying to contact me and looking for me. so i went to see him, and there goes a long list of schedule for me. he needs me to work all the way from tues to fri. 12pm till 5pm. and next week too. yups. same time too. 5 hours! whoa. when he first told me the dates, i just stared blankly. i was like what?! haha. wanted to reject it, but i think again, hey, i can study peacefully in that comfy room and at that fav sofa of mine. haha. yeah, without any disturbance at all. so why not take the offer? whats with twenty-five bucks a day for just sitting in that room. heez. there's nothing to lose. *wink* so yup, im booked all the way till end of next wk. and the following week comes my major exams. urghhh.

okay. im seriosuly tired now. and i feel sick too. i just hope i could study. sigh.

wow. what a day and what a night. yesza. its the bridge leaders' farewell party 2007. and what makes it more special this tyme is becoz its for US. yeah. us, the graduating excos and members. last day in the club and officially last day of being the 4th president of the bridge leaders' club.

ends school at 12.15pm today and that's why it gives me some time to change. grab a quick lunch and get ready and fled out of the house. drop by at ira's place for a while and off i go to sch. met with shariman at admiralty at 4pm and went to sch together since he needs the locker key. reached school at 4.30pm, when the programme are supposed to start at 4pm. but i was not late. infact, i was early. hee.

had a light reception at the roof top garden. was served with puffs and cakes by polar. and at 5pm, headed to auditorium for the whole programme. okay. at least one or two of the air-con are working and there's i think bout 3 or 4 huge fans in the audi, so it wasnt stuffy at all. programme start with speech by mrs low. followed by ms lee and finally mr tan.

mrs low announced that she will be no longer teacher i/c for BL. ms lee will take over and guess what?? we have mr norman liew as our teacher vice-chairman. wow. quite surprising. but interesting. hehe.

after the speeches, came MY speech. i came unprepared actually and just said what i had in mind. basically thanking everyone from a to z. had some quiz. and i got a present despite answering the 'wrong' ans. which i think shd be right. haha. the quest was "which year was bridge leaders' club was established?" i mean like, hey, i am the 4th president of the club, so isnt it logical that the club was established 4 years back? which is 2003. but the ans they had was 2001. hahah. hmmmm. i have confusion expression all over my face. haha. well, maybe they had it wrong. or was it me? haha. its okay. forget it. i still got the present. and im happy. *wink*

after that we had dance floor. i shall not comment much on this. but for the outgoing ones, we had fun. really.

after the whole party, went for our own internal dinner gathering at LJS. haha. the favourite hangout of ussss.

to my 'beast' for the day, thanks for the rose! didnt expect it at all you know! haha. thanks much2 yeah durgz. and to the whole of bridge leaders' club, thank you for the special autograph book that was presented to me at the end of the event. it was very sweet. and very touching msgs i got in there. kept smiling and there's no way i would ever forget BL in my entire life. heez.

and again, to all my excos darling, games comm and other bridge leaders, if you happen to read this, thank you so much for your support all these years. i seriously loves everyone of you. *hugs*

psst: photo have already been uploaded. but sorry, my cam got no batt during the event. *sob* so i only manage to take photos after the party. which is during our dinner at LJS. but anyways, enjoy!

im so dead tired today. urghh. yeah. and today sure i have a lot of things to do! tons of them. missions to be accomplish. hehe. so i cant blog that much.

anyway, i've already submit my application for poly today. well, seriously, i dont want to put too much hopes on it. if i get it, of cuz i wld be happy. but if i didnt get it, then its okay i guess. i have plan B in mind. heez. so yups. my choice? its republic poly. haha. well, i guess it wont be that bad. *wink*

if i didnt get into poly, i'll take the private diploma. double diploma in business admin & private secretary. under bmc academy. yeah, it wont be that cheap. but maybe i could take part-time evening classes and work in the day.

well for now, lets just wait and see what's the next step.

its been more than 3 times, im sitting in front of this computer screen, ready to start typing my story for the inspirational essay competition. but i dont know why its so..... not-that-easy. suddenly my fingers just like freeze at they keyboard, and my eyes kept staring at the blank screen. yeah, despite having the book just beside me.

just typing the first line of it already brings so much dejavu to me. sometimes i feel that i could just close my eyes and type everything out, since i know the story by heart. i read the whole book countless of times and i think i've even memorise what is being wrote.

to re-type the whole story again wouldnt be much of a problem, but to edit the story and add twist to it, it would needs a lot of courage and strength. and memory. not that it ever fades away, but maybe its too many memories to share.

but whatever it is, i know i'll make it thru. i just have to. i'll do my best complete the whole story. this, i promise.

okay. being at home is so bored. bored-to-death lah okay. urghhh. its just me. tak leh dok diam kat rumah. i have tons of work to do lah. like the 10 years series accounting revision paper. but to touch that stuff already stinks enough. bluek! wanted to be a good girl and study today, but i ended up taking a nap instead. urghh. can somebody just splash a pail of ice water on me? becoz i want to wake up before its too late.

mum, sis and bro are currently sick. i guess the sick season is here again. just hope i dont get it becoz once im sick, satu dunia tahu. and once i get sick, i'll be like a baby sleeping almost 24/7. and i just dont want to get sick at these tyme. when the major-major exam is less than 30 days from now? i hate it. seriously, i hate it so much. casanova is sick too. hey, u better eat ur med on tyme, if not kite ikat awak, gigit awak and inject awak! bluek! hehe.

hmm. im so looking foward for thurs to come. my BL grad nite! yesza! just 3 days from today. i will definitely miss bl. yeah. seriosuly.

oh, i bought this black dress at far east last week. dont know for what reason actually. wanted to wear it for thurs, but think again, should i? hmm. it looks nice when i first saw it on display and it did looks nice when i first try it there, but once i got home and try it, it doesnt really look that nice. hmm. and there goes my $39.90. urgh. silly me. should have think twice before i bought it actually.

okay. im so totally pissed off. i dont have the mood to elaborate eevry single thing becoz it's seriously not worth my time. i just want to make it short and sweet. and direct.

for goodness sake, pls STOP comparing myself from other people. i hate it so muchhh!!!! i am just me. so what if im not a genius, at least i still have brains and at least im still mentally fit! wtf.

*sigh*. life is hard. and full of obstacles. i told myself not to be bothered by what others said. but sometimes, it just hurts me.

mind you. im just an ordinary girl. with feelings. pls.

happy valentine's day to all. yay. love is in the air. haha. i can feel it ever since this morning. received valentine's sms since 12 am. haha. and when i came to school, hey, i received quite a lot of goodies from all my fiknatics. which is so surprising. haha. received flower, cards, chocolates, sweets, keychain and more! haha. thanks to all my fans out there. appreciate every single thing that's given to me. it makes my valentine's day this year more meaningful. *wink*

okay. im being naughty again today. im in class at the moment and yet im blogging. haha. hey i am not the devil kid kere. i saw my friend doing the same thing too. aisha! haha. naughty ehh dia. im seating behind you now and i saw you go to ur blog! aiyoo... bilang teacher. hahahaha. *kidding*

okay, i've been working for 3 days straight all the way till 5pm. steph said its the most boring job on earth becoz its so relax and slack. haha. but i loves it man! easy money. and they pay u high. and its in such a comfortable room with sofa and all. and there wasnt much applicants. so usually i will like ended up cuddling on the sofa. haha.

okay, i better log off now. if not my teacher gonna slaughter my head. haha. till the next tyme.

p/s: my chatter box is not up at the moment due to some reasons. i'll put it up again if i feel like it.

I was so fuming mad early this morning. Okay, tell me peeps, how would you feel if you already helped that someone to do a favour and when u want to give dat someone the thing he/she requested, they gave u an attitude face. like seriously, what duh hell? c'mon lah, i do this out of sincerity and the least u cld give me was a smile. i know i make u wait, but does few sec of waiting will kill you? and you dont have to snatch it away. dats rude. pls lah. do i deserve that after helping you with your favour? think!

urghh. whatever.

okay, i dont want to spoil my mood due to some unkind actions. becoz at the moment, i have something big coming my way. and something which i really look forward in doing.

the inspirational essay competiton.

i was so stress up last nite not knowing what to write for the essay and suddenly this crazy idea struck to me. struck to me so hard that i dont know what im doing is right or not.

i've used to write this beautiful story for someone back then. and i compile it to make it look like a real novel. yeah, using all the creativity that i had. and it turned out to be the most precious thing that i ever did in my whole entire life. it was the most beautiful piece that i've ever written.

and so i decided to share that beautiful piece to the whole world. and so i decided to re-type the exact story and submit it for the essay comp. winning or losing is not what matters to me. writting down the story already makes me feel a great sense of satisfaction.

of cuz im worried that the person concerned might not agree with it. but i was totally wrong. dat sumone gave me all the support to publish it and even suggest some exciting and memorable twist to add on the story. haha. i am very grateful to that. really. no words cld describe how relieved i am. and so i asked to borrow that book for a while. you know to give me some time to re-type it. and you know what? the book is in my hand right now. *wink*

goodness. when i first saw the book with the golden ribbon on it, i felt so happy. hey, its been 2 years since i touched that thing lah okay. re-union we called it. haha. i was alone in the room when i untie the ribbon. cuddle myslef up in a sofa and start reading the book again. and tears just ran down my cheeks without me realising it. haha. i guess i miss the book so much. as i go thru the pages, i smiled, grin and laugh by myslef. haha. and when i flip to the last page, there lies my pic with my very own autograph dated 21 April 2005. memories.

now i need to focus and complete the whole edited story. and i've decided not to reveal any identity. so for readers out there, if u ever came across my story, happy guessing. i wont even tell anyone my nick except for that person concerned. its a deal. haha.

and to YOU, i know you will be reading this. i just want to thank you for ur approval for letting me publish the story. i promise to submit a beautiful story. one that will leave a footprint on everyone's heart. haha. big dream i have, isnt it? *wink* u did me a big favour and there's no words to express my gratitude to you. i'll get back to you with the edited story as well as my nick. its a secret btw u and me alryte? haha. deal. thanks again for everything and thanks for the pillow talk last nite. like you, i miss it too. see you around and tk care spongebob.

urghh. i tried to change my blogskin, but i dont know why i cant download the template. gosh. so irritating lah eh. i cant stick to my previous blogskin as there were some probs with the pics and all. so that leaves me with no choice but to use my old, old blogskin. and so dats the reason why my background looks familiar. sigh. hope i could change it to a better one soon.

hmm. okay. im in the mood to blog. i think. well, finally i've officially hand over my post to Gray, the next president for BL. last week during the GM was my last meeting. *sob,sob* sad uh? haha. and yeah, our BL Grad Nite will be on 22nd Feb (Thurs). at first it was decided to be the day before, 21st Feb which is on wed. but since majority ends late, we decided to change it to thurs. which is an advantage for me becoz i ends at 12pm on thurs. and i heard the farewell will be from 4pm to 8pm. just nice. dat gives me an allowance of 4 hours to transform myself to suit the theme "Beauty & The Beast". haha. pretty cool uh? finally, a fairytale comes true. haha.

to the new bunch of excos, pls grant my last wish. the best farewell gift that you could give me and the rest of the seniors will be to make sure that the audi seats being occupied. fully occupied wld be a miracles. if you get what i mean. *wink* im strongly into the idea of asking the juniors to join us for this event. seriously.

oh. and i stumbble over this quote while i was serfing the net a few days ago.

"giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back."

how true is that? i dont know and i dont wish to comment. becoz i am someone who may believes in love at tymes. someone who believes in miracles. and someone who strongly believes in fate and destiny. if its yours, then its yours. if its not meant-to-be, then its not meant-to-be.

love. its a very complicated issue. u'll only understand it if you have gone thru it. and i have. if you ask me to define love, i'll say "you will know when the feelings come to you." *wink*

i love you all.

shuts! something wrong with my blog. urghh.. first the blogskin. and then my tagboard is corrupted. i dont know what i did. i was trying to edit my template settings, and after clicking here and there, i saw nothing at my tagboard. the whole taggies went missing. urghhh.

okay. i promise i'll do some maintenance to it as soon as i can. im currently in class rite now, having some important lesson. Computeried Accounting (SL). And yeah, here i am blogging. *naughty smile*

but its okay to be naughty sometimes. haha.

*wink*

should i blog about proper ENGLISH today? i just feel that maybe there's a need of a speak good english campaign esp after what happened last nite. urghhh. it just makes me fuming mad. so much for the misunderstanding! and for the improper sentences that leads to a huge misunderstanding. ouch? yeah i know. im too sweet to be bitchy, but dont you ever test my tolerance level.

anyway, i dont want to creat any hoo-haa nor prolong the matter. life is too short for these kind of stuff. so yeah, i just want to put a big, big full stop to the so-called 'misunderstanding'. and to whoever it may concern, lets just move on with life.

such a long day today. hmm. monday suppose to be the best day, esp when class ends at 11am. but after class i went out to take a bite at J8. then comes back school at 12.30pm just in tyme for mic studio photo taking. yeah, i had my class photo taking at 9.10am just now. after mic photo-taking, rush off to report for work at student hub. start my job at 12.45pm and work all the day till 4.30pm. and reached home at almost six. hmm. tiredness.

sigh. next week will be worse. have to work for 3 days straight. just now a staff in student hub came to me and said he wants to take me to work under real-work scheme. i was blur and told him that i am doing real-work scheme in the student hub. then he said he needs me for another real-work. to assist the o-level students with the application procedure or sumtink like dat. and yeah, thats when he said he wants me to work for 3 days straight. mon. tues. wed. from 12pm all the way till 5pm. whoa. hmm. i am too sweet to say no. and so i said yes.

haha. and so there i go. having to work for 3 days till 5pm straight. hmm. nvm. it just means more bucks coming in and yeah, i need it at the moment for the dinner & dance to transform myself into a cinderella. *wink* hahaha.

i hereby declare that i am no longer the president of the bridge leaders' club. oh waits. maybe i still am. yeah. i am. not untill 16th feb. that will be our officially step-down day. yerps. our BL grad nite. ouh man. it will be sad to let go uh. hee. i dont know. i mean im happy that now i have a lesser responsibility. but now when the tyme comes for me to let it go, hmm, there's a mixed emotions of sad and happy. happy becoz there's a lesser burden. sad becoz there's so many sweet memories during those days. so many of ups and downs.

hmm. anyways. good luck to the new bunch of the executive comm. darlings, this is just the beggining of your journey. dont get too excited yea? hehe. ouh, if you're wondering who will be taking over my post, its our dearest Gray. im happy for that. at least i know that i hand over to a good hands. haha.

i dunnoe how's the manpower will be like for this new intakes. haiz. we were all so happy to received 120 application forms during the orientation, but after the interview, goodness, *faint*. gray and the gang, u guys have to do something about this yea? hmm. i dont know where all my 'finatics' ran to. the whole bunch of IOM students. haha. they called me 'hanis-star'. and whenever they saw me ard, they will all start shouting my name as tho they saw one siti nurhaliza walked pass like that. haha. cutes. and when i mention BL to them, all were very enthu bout it. i still remember the incident on the first day of orientation. the whole bunch of them approach me and asked "do you know who's hanis?" i looked at them and said, "yeah. i am. how cld i help you?" and they start giggling and i heard one of them said, "see. i told you. she is hanis-star." i just gave them this blank expression. and they actually asked for my number. and i just smiled and said, "not that i mind. but if you need to know, im twenty." haha. sounds bitchy? *shrug* and they were like, "what? reallie? we tot u're seventeen!" hmmmm. tulah kan. nak menggatal lagi. haha. anyways, nope, i didnt give them my no. *wink* but yeah, whenever they see me ard, they will still shout, "eh...tu dia.. hanis-star lah...!"

haha. i have both the good and bad tymes in BL. but i still loves BL. same goes to MIC. i love them both. very much.

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