Wednesday, December 06, 2006 Y
it strikes me now that i cant keep it any longer. i dont care and i dont give it a damn if whoever read these might get hurt or wateva so. my patience and tolerance level have come to the end. i need to let all these craps out.
to a bunch of sicko's who are not happy with me! if u are not happy with the way i handled things, then jolly well $%&@ off! dont you ever try to blame me becoz u seriously have no single idea how i feel. if you think that u can do much2 better job than me, fine! i dare you! take over my post this bl**dy second and you will know what hell i've went thru all these while! i hate u backstabbers! i hate u hypocrites! put urself in my shoes even for a second. its tough, i tell you. im struggling so hard right now to make everyone pleased. all of you are NOT one-hearted. u dont like this, u dont like that. that group wants this, that group doesnt want that. what the heck?! what should i do, to make all of you happy? u want things to be done your way, but have you ever thought of the objections from the other party? we call ourslef 1 team, but i swear, i dont see all of us as 1 team. you guys have diff thoughts and thinking. and me, being the centre ppl, is so helpless. if i do this, the other party will hate it. if i do that, the other grp will hate it. oh my god. how can i do things perfect when ppl keep objecting. i do this wrong, i do that also wrong. then do what? guys, i really wish we could be ONE strong team. i hope ALL of us cld put our hearts and soul in whatever we are doing. its our responsibility. and pls, dont complain or groan or moan. becoz let me tell you this directly. I HATE IT!!
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