Tuesday, November 28, 2006 Y
i am so dead tired. oh wells, tml is the day. my day! haha. but seriously, i dont know why i doesnt feel that excited. its very different. i mean, i've always been looking fwd to this day to come. coz its like once in a year? and for the previous years, i've been feeling so happy even before the day of my bdae. but this year, im like 'oh okay.' u noe, like no big deal.
i talked to steph bout it just now. like how i was feeling and everything. she asked me why, then i told her, there never a day, when i woke up not thinking of bridge leaders. i mean, cmon, dont get me wrong. i love bridge leaders okay. a lot. but sumtymes, being in the executive committee, the stress level is seriously very high. i feel like im carrying too much commitments. unsettled business and unsettled craps. i feel that im so different a year ago. im like a happy little kid with no worries and counting down to my bdae. but this time, its just so diff. the work load is too much. proposals, meetings, agenda.... etc, etc.... and the list goes on... it makes me feel so busy and stress up that i dont have time to think bout my bdae.
i need time to breathe. i need a break from all these busy activities. i am so tired, but what choice do i have?
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