i am so dead tired. oh wells, tml is the day. my day! haha. but seriously, i dont know why i doesnt feel that excited. its very different. i mean, i've always been looking fwd to this day to come. coz its like once in a year? and for the previous years, i've been feeling so happy even before the day of my bdae. but this year, im like 'oh okay.' u noe, like no big deal.

i talked to steph bout it just now. like how i was feeling and everything. she asked me why, then i told her, there never a day, when i woke up not thinking of bridge leaders. i mean, cmon, dont get me wrong. i love bridge leaders okay. a lot. but sumtymes, being in the executive committee, the stress level is seriously very high. i feel like im carrying too much commitments. unsettled business and unsettled craps. i feel that im so different a year ago. im like a happy little kid with no worries and counting down to my bdae. but this time, its just so diff. the work load is too much. proposals, meetings, agenda.... etc, etc.... and the list goes on... it makes me feel so busy and stress up that i dont have time to think bout my bdae.

i need time to breathe. i need a break from all these busy activities. i am so tired, but what choice do i have?

finally the day comes! today is the sgem comp Finals! yup, sorry if i have not been updating, but after the qualifying round, we made it into the finals. and today the real show begins! guess what? my group got 3rd place. well, its really good enough to us. it means a lot. and what im more proud is that the 2nd place goes to bishan also. not only dat, it came frm mic studio too! it went to the romeo and juliet grp. see that? bishan grab 2 awards! wow. hmm, first place goes to ite mac. well, no offends or anything, but i heard that they are trained by an external profs. so well, im not surprised if they got the first. i mean, yes, their skit is good. but though we, the mics, got 2nd and 3rd, i feel proud of us becoz we practised it ourself. we dont have any external profs coming in to trained us. and even though without the help of professionals, we still manage to grab 2 awards. amazing isn't it? *wink*

oh. and this morning, i am required to sit for my adv acc 2 c.a at 7am sharp okay. imagine that. reason to that was because the sgen comp starts at 9am, and the scheduled c.a wld only start at 10.15 to 11.15am. so yeah, start my paper at 7am and stops it 8am. dsmn. it was freaking hard. i dunnoe. for me lah.

u noe, im quite upset. i stayed very late last nite. slept almost 2am and woke up at 5am. was studying my accounts. but despite the revision, i duno why i cant do. well, there's a saying that says "if u study too much, u'll tends to forget everything...' haiz. i guess it happened to me just now. i dont feel that well these days. ppl and teachers have been coming to me saying that i look sick, weak and pale. urghhh. tired of hearing that. i mean, does it really looks bad? yes, i am tired. but do i have a choice? how i wish i cld really have a good rest.

hmmmm. just a gentle reminder. 5 more days till my birthday! 29 november, here i comes!

hahaha.

sigh. its okay if some ppl forgets it or choose to forgets it. i just want to have a nicey bdae. even if it means i have to be by myself.

haiz.

yesterday was the bridge leaders' graduation nite. oh wells, i dont want to comment much on dat. it was a simple nite and celebrations. the attendance was not very bad. at least the middle row were filled up. not so bad after all.

the dress code was actually smart-casual. but i encouraged all of them to wear formal and look nice as there will be Miss and Mr BL contest. im happy with what i see last nite. everyone were looking good. regardless of excos, seniors or juniors.

im just very dissapointed becoz we are unable to view the video presentation due to some stupid objections by certain heartless ppl. 'no, the food will turn cold'. dat was seriously very stupid reason that i've ever get lah eh. c'mon lah, the whole programme was suppose to end at 7.30pm. and it was only like 6.45pm and u tell us that we are jolly well late? wat duh &%!#, i tell you!

to durgz and those who helped in making the video, im terribly sorry. im dying to have that, but u guys know, once the witch open her mouth, there's nothing we all cld do. but girls, i'll do my best and see what we can do bout it ya. thanks so much sweetie-pies. want u all to know that i really appreciate what u've all done. and to my dear excos, thanks in helping in making the grad nite a success one. i love u all.

sitting here at student hub rite now. nope, am not working tdy. just that ends lesson at 12pm and got sgem meeting later at 3.30pm with mdm salinah. so went out for lunch with the girls and came back to sch at 2pm since they got hobby craft. and so here i am, by myself, waiting time to past. hope cld go back straight today coz have to bake brownies for tml graduation nite. yeah, me, bake brownies. just pray hard that the oven wont explodes alrite. hmm, but maybe it wont be so bad. haha.

okie. im like so addicted to the book by Sophie Kinsella. marvellous book! cant take my eyes off it. in the train, on the way to sch, or on the way back home, will have that book in my bag. just wish cld own all her books. maybe shd ask that for a bdae present uh. hehe.

hmm. last nite at almost midnite, received this msg frm an unknown no. it said "hi, can i get to know you?" damn. not again. and so i just ignore it and went to sleep. but this morning, due to some curiousity, i replied and asked whoever it was, where he/she got my no. from. and know what stupid replied i got?

"my name is frank. md frank. got your no. frm the back seat of bus 187. so how are you doing now?"

wat duh *#@!.... and this is what i replied:

"hello mr frank. frankly speaking, i am not stupid enough to fall for your pranks. im sorry, but i dont usually entertain this kind of strangers and nonsense. thank-you."

yeah. go ahead and laugh. i know it sounds so harsh and 'karek'. but who cares. im not the type who replies to strangers. and a moment later, this is what i got for a replied:

"but u cant ignore me, sweetie. becoz u just sent me a card and it was like the sweetest thing ever..."

oh shit. damn. okie. I WAS FOOLED.

it was my best friend. playing some stupid pranks on me! yeah man, so much for the franks or wateva so. haha. cant help laughing out loud in class. THANKS EHH...

today is one of the day which i reached home early. ends class at 2pm and reached home at 3. just nice. it feels quite weird to be home early when practically almost everyday i have been home late. usually earliest i reached home wld be abt 7.30pm. no meetings and plans for today and so decided to have a good rest. i mean, its not like everyday i gets to go home early. hardly have the chance. tml gonna have sgem meeting since mon is already the semi-finals at mcpherson. and comes fri, would be the drama workshop as well as the bridge leaders' graduation nite.

some ppl have been asking me, "gosh hanis, how do u manage??" haha. well, seriously, i don't know how i could do all these things. im tired, seriously i am. i feel that there's millions of things in my mind. i need to do this. i need to do that. i need to do everything. datelines here and there. weekdays occupied with meetings, activities, etc, etc. sigh. sumtymes i wish i cld have a break from all the activities in school. u know, have a little free leisure time. even if its for one night. u know like one full entire day whereby i dont need to think of all those busy and hectic schedule of mine. a time where i could relax my mind. going to a beach or sumtink. sigh. how nice it wld be. but i guess, now is not the time yet. saw mrs low and ms lee and mr tan today and all the task have been lined up for me. aft BL nite, straight have to start on the orientation planning next wk. and i can tell you this, once orientation planning starts, it wld be work all the way. day and night. no rest. i've been thru it. and i know how stressful it is.

i'm not complaining, but sumtymes............. haiz.

if i could have a birthday wish, i wld wish for a day where i can pampered myself without having to think of anything associate with sch or ccas. even if its just for one night.

sigh.

im tired, diary. seriously i am.

it was a long day today. ends sch at 11am and went for a quick bite in the canteen. after which straight report for work at 11.30am. worked for 5 hours today. yeah, imagine 5 hours in the student hub. was raining heavily today and despite the sweater on, was freezing all the way. not that i complaint, really. to be honest, i enjoyed working there as the student hub admin asst. many thanks to mrs law who took me in. heehee. pay u 5 bucks for every hour and it was seriously an easiest job i ever had.

supposed to stop at 3pm coz got mic meeting. but decided to skip it coz i was told that its not an impt one and that its just a short discussion. so thats the reason why i worked all the way till almost 5pm today.

went home with the boyfriend and we drop by at causeway to grab a bite. went to banquet and had a tom yum noodles. plus a nice apple tea. pls eh, not green tea. haha. reached home at 7.30pm and straight on the comp to ammend and print proposals.

anyway, happy birthday to the following ppl:

1) my beloved daddy.
2) the bestfriend, fahmy.
3) hamizah.

happy birthday to all of you. prayed and hope only the best for you. may u have a wonderful years ahead.

and to the rest of the bloggers, there's an announcement:

pls be informed that my birthday will be in 16 more days. which will fall on the november 29. HAHAHA. thanks eh.

its 12.19 am in the morning and i'm here blogging. haha. sumtymes it feels good to blog at the wee hours like this coz its very peaceful to write your hearts out without any disruptions. anyway, just came back at 11.30pm just now. had our sgem full-dress rehearsal today till about 6pm. but unfortunately, cant get the comms hub key, so we ended up using the cca room instead. thank-god i still have the key with me. it makes things much easier. and yeah, tml is already the qualifying round! cant believe it is this fast. six teams will be competing and only 2 groups will go Finals on 24 november at ite mcpherson.

aft the sgem meeting, went to watched the special preview of "Step Up". remember i got 2 special pass to watched that movie? hmm. ended up watching it with stephanie instead. met up with her at about 6.20pm at Orchard and after that went to Mc Cafe to get a drink. We sat and talked bout lots of stuff and at 7pm, headed to Lido 1 for the show. the movie was superb! to those of you out there, i strongly recommend you to watch it. nice show it was. it will be in theatre on 9 november. so dont miss it!

haiz. sumtymes when you care for that someone too much, it just difficult to get angry at them for so long. like a chocolate, hard on the outside but soft on the inside. yeah, dats me.

there seems so much to blog about. but i dont feel like writting everything down. feeling very tired at the moment and the stomach cramp is really killing me. end class at 11am today, and went home straight. it was hurting so much that i have to take a cab home. usually it can still be controlled, but just now, it makes my world spins. i feel that any time i can just drop and fainted. that was how much it hurts. so that's why dont want to take any risk and so decided its safer to take a cab than the train.

the parents was quite shocked to see me home at ard 12 noon. history in the making! haha. they stopped when they saw me at the door and just look at me from head to toe. with the pale white face, i said, "im sick. very sick that i have to take a cab home." and then i went straight to my room and locked myself in the room. throw my stuff aside and dropped myself on the bed and snuggle up tight. dad came in and asked me to take my med and mum asked me to eat something first. aft eating my med, went to sleep.

btw, the camp was fun. though it was dead tiring, but im sure all of us had fun there. there's too much to write about. but what i can say is that, i can see all the potential leaders out there and i can really feel the bonding btw us, bridge leaders. esp for myself, i feel that i was one of the new juniors. whats more with dee being the oic for this camp. if before this i've been leading the BL, but during the camp, i can feel that im just like any one of the juniors. which i must say, quite a good thing, coz there's no barrier btw the excos and the juniors. thats wat i want to see actually in BL.

i was very sick today. that explain why i have my sweater on me for the whole day. sch was short for us every thurs coz we only have Audit case for 2 hours, 10.15am to 12.15pm. then dats all for the day. and that is why i loves thurs a lot. last nite i was feeling quite okay. only that feels that i was very tired. so thought that maybe some sleep cld help. but when i woke up for morning prayer today, i was sneezing so much. whole body was shivering and the throat hurts. slept for a few more hours and woke up at 8.30am. feels very weak and took the body temp. it was 38 deg. doesnt feel like going sch, but when i think of sgem meeting, i pulled up all my energy and headed for school. met up with edlin and steph, and they were saying i look very, very sick. and yes, i am.

reached sch at about 10.05am and saw mrs low. she passed me the forms and some money of those going for the camp. and the first thing was she saw me, she said, "oh dear, just what happened to you..?" told her i was sick and she said, "better get enough rest. maybe i sign for u AL now and u can go home and take a rest.." haha. and i told her, "mrs low, my lesson havent even starts..."

haiz. i guess no matter how sick i am, i will still need to go for the camp tml. maybe i wont be that active, but im just looking fwd for the fun that awaits us.

oh, and one very interesting encounter that i want to share, (more to my dear excos)..... i saw zhesong today at ard 12.15pm. was heading to the canteen and i stop to say hello to him and was saying sumtink like, "...see ya tml. and dont be late..." and you know what he answered? the best answer that i cld ever get. here's the short conversation:

me: "...see ya tml. and dont be late..."

zhesong: "huh..? tml got what??"

me: "duh..im talking bout the leadership camp..."

zhesong: "what leadership camp??"

[I just stare at zhesong]

me: "excuse meee, zhesong?"

zhesong: "what..? tml got what? really i dont know.."

me: "its the EXTERNAL LEADERSHIP CAMP at Jln Bahtera! 3rd of Nov to 5th November!!"

zhesong: "huh..? u sure anot? where got so fast one? tml 3rd nov meh....? (took out his hp to check the date)"

zhesong: "oh my god! ya, tml 3rd nov! i forgot! i havent prepared anything yet..."

me: "im sick and u're making me more sick..! arghh..."

and to zhesong, THANKS a lot ehh..

finally im going for the camp. well, 95% of it. thought of not going, but when i think again, and when i asked the opinion of others, they said i should go. and so, yup, going for the leadership camp this friday. which is like only 2 days ago? hmmph.

gotta talked to mdm salinah bout the workshop. cant make it this friday since im going for the camp. so pray hard that i dont need to pay $20 for not attending the workshop. wells, i hope my reason for not coming for the workshop is valid enough.

went over to cik tum's house last weekend. and got a surprise! got 3 posters of my favourite idol, taufik batisah, with his very owned autograph! was so happy bout that. and not only that, she gave me a special preview pass to watch "Step Up" movie. cool isn't it? the movie will be released on 9th november, but since its a special pass, i've got to watch it 2 days before the released dat which is next tues, 7 november.

sgem. i really am nervous bout this whole thing. i will be away for 3 days, friday to sunday, and then comes wed, its already the real day for the show. and when the heck can i buy all the props and materials needed? urghh. im like so dead i guess. sumtimes im quite pissed off with some ppl. well, i simply dont understand them. they called themselves the 'authorised personnel' but when comes tymes like this, bayang2 dorang pon tak nampak. c'mon lah, yes i know, me and man are the main project managers, but as the so-called 'authorised ppl', dont you think you guys shd at least drop by and checked whether everything is okay? must all the burden put on us? im not complaining, but if u asked me, this isnt the way it shd be. im just upset with the way things are handled. but at the same time, i appreciate those who offer to help out with the props and all. thanks ppl.

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